Dear Autumn, please stay a little bit longer...

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“You were born with wings, why prefer to crawl through life?”

– Rumi –

Talk Is Cheap

Oh so, your weak rhyme
You doubt I bother reading into it
I'll probably won't
Left to my own devices
But that's the difference in our opinions

You're a mouthful
That amounts for another week on my own
Now I'm a novel made resourceful
I start a chain with my thought

Talk is cheap, my darling
When you're feeling right at home
I wanna make you move with confidence
I wanna be with you alone

Said help me help you start it
You're too comfortable to know
Throwing out those words
Oh, you gotta feel it on your own

Cold pain
I cannot sustain it
That's what I'm thinking
Not what I'm drinking

I hold up my ways
These thoughts are pervasive
It's not a statement
But peace can be evasive
 
You're a mouthful
That accounts for another week on my own
Now I'm a novel made resourceful
I start a chain with my thought

Talk is cheap, my darling
When you're feeling right at home
I wanna make you move with confidence
I wanna be with you alone

Said help me help you start it
You're too comfortable to know
Throwing out those words
Oh, you gotta feel it on your own

Talk is cheap, my darling
When you're feeling right at home
I wanna make you move with confidence
I wanna be with you alone
 
Said help me help you start it
You're too comfortable to know
Throwing out those words
Oh, you gotta feel it on your own

"De ce am nevoie?"

"Sunt independentă, n-am nevoie de un bărbat care să-mi îndeplinească dorințele. 

N-am nevoie de un bărbat pentru a mă simți împlinită, n-am nevoie de un bărbat pentru a mă lăuda altora, pentru a spune că sunt într-o relație în care nu cred. Sunt liberă și acest avantaj îmi oferă avantajul de a-mi alege bărbatul pe care îl doresc, acel bărbat care îmi dă peste cap simțurile, le vrăjește și mă face să mă transform. Am nevoie de un om care să știe cum să mă îmblânzească, să iubească aventurile și să-mi iubească nebunia, felul de a fi și ochii.

Părinții mei întotdeauna mi-au spus să fiu independentă cu riscul de a-mi înspăimânta iubiții; n-am crezut până n-am realizat că bărbații se tem de femeile puternice pentru că sunt greu de controlat. Când dai de o femeie independentă, care are o muncă, care nu depinde de alții și își rezolvă problemele de una singură, realizezi că nu prea ai ce face! Te întrebi dacă mai este loc pentru tine! Majoritatea renunță și nu realizează că femeile puternice, independente și de succes sunt cele care ascund o mare nevoie de dragoste! Femeile puternice se topesc în brațele omului iubit!

Am întâlnit băieți, am întâlnit bărbați; da, există o diferență ca de la cer la pământ! Ajungi la un punct în care realizezi că meriți mai mult, că nu mai poți pierde timp cu relații fără rost, în brațele unui bărbat care pierde vreme în timp ce tu alergi pentru a-ți îndeplini un vis! O femeie independentă nu-și dorește cadouri sau să fie întreținută. Își dorește doar să fie iubită."

Maria Cristiana Tudose

O femeie puternică își dorește un bărbat la fel de puternic, o evoluție în tandem. 

I'm Into You

 

I got a feeling we are gonna win
Our bodies make it perfect
And your eyes can make me swim

Then again everything seems new
I can barely hold my tongue
To say the least I'm into you

And your eyes
Are saying more than we can talk and warmer than our bedroom sport
And your thighs
Are kisses from the outside, girl that's all I need

I'll take you down the other road
To breathe in something more

I'll find it harder to ignore
The things I want you for

I know you don't want
I love you can sing
The music was at the start
Dododododo dododododo dodo

The rhythm was all
I needed to hear
A woman can treat my heart
Dododododo dododododo dodo

When I press an ear up to your breast
I can hear the rhythm start
It's hard to tell our beats apart

So I hope you're listening right now
Cause I can barely hold my tongue
The sh*t we do could warm the sun

At night
Twisted in a melting fall and sleeping with the scratching claws
And your words
Let me know you're feeling me and seeing all the things I see

I'll take you down the other road
To breathe in something more

I'll find it harder to ignore
The things I want you for

I know you don't want
I love you can sing
The music was at the start
Dododododo dododododo dodo

The rhythm was all
I needed to hear
A woman can treat my heart
Dododododo dododododo dodo

I know you don't want
I love you can sing
The music was at the start
Dododododo dododododo dodo

The rhythm was all
I needed to hear
A woman can treat my heart
Dododododo dododododo dodo

Halcyon

You're free

A lover sinking in the sea

And we

Will let the water fill our lungs

And sleep

Love, we go down, we go down

Breathe, it's over now, over now

We can love, we can love

We can love, we can love

And the birds will sing our song in Halcyon

You're free

A love is coming home to me

The sea

Will pull our bodies down into the deep

Love, we go down, we go down

Breathe, it's over now, over now

We can love, we can love

We can love, we can love

And the birds will sing out song in Halcyon

And the birds will sing out song

The birds will all sing out

The birds will all sing out

The birds will sing out song

The birds will all sing out

We can love, we can love

We can love, we can love

And the birds will sing out song in Halcyon 

Promise

And meet me there, bundles of flowers, 

We wait through the hours of cold 

Winter shall howl at the walls, 

Tearing down doors of time. 

Shelter as we go... 

And promise me this: 

You’ll wait for me only, 

Scared of the lonely arms. 

Surface, far below these words 

 And maybe, just maybe I’ll come home 

Who am I, darling to you? 

Who am I? 

Gonna tell you stories of mine 

Who am I?

Who am I, darling for you? 

Who am I? 

Gonna be a burden in time, lonely 

Who am I, to you?

 Who am I, darling for you?

Who am I? 

Going to be a burden

 Who am I, darling to you?

 Who am I?

I come alone here

 I come alone here

Blue Does

Cavalier

Speak until the dust
settles in the same specific place
Light refused to go
Drink it from a cast and iron plate
instead of cold milk
was offered unripe
Instead of silence
considered craven
 

Nothing made it seem
hidden where the aging soil was pure
Pressed against the crease
Mountains become fragrant at the source
how can you stand this
exotic angle
I read it somewhere
that they would lie still
 

I remember how cloth hung
flexing with the forest clung
Half waist and high raised arms
kicking at the slightest form
I remember my first love
I remember my first love
 

Unrelied I was called
missing teeth out of favour
Nickel beach it was all
gathering by the sundial
 

I woke hard
I woke heavy
for the half way stop
Five whole hours in
when I woke hard
I woke heavy with the live or parts
 

I remember how cloth hung
flexing with the forest clung
Half waist and high raised arms
kicking at the slightest form
I remember my first love
I remember my first love
 

I remember my first love

 

Photocredit: windrides

If I had a Boat

Golden, golden, golden river run
To the East then drop beneath the sun
And as the moon lies low and overhead
We're lost

Burn slow, burning up the back wall
Long roads, where the city meets the sky
Most days, most days stay the sole same
Please stay, for this fear it will not die

If I had a boat, I would sail to you
Hold you in my arms, ask you to be true
Once I had a dream, it died long before
Now I'm pointed North, hoping for the shore

Down low, down amongst the thorn rows
Weeds grow, through the lilies and the vine
Birds play, try to find their own way
Soft clay, on your feet and under mine

If I had a boat, I would sail to you
Hold you in my arms, ask you to be true
Once I had a dream, it died long before
Now I'm pointed North, hoping for the shore

Splitting at the seams
Heaving at the brace
Sheets all billowing
Breaking of the day
Sea is not my friend
And everyone conspires
Still I choose to swim
Slip beneath the tide

Once I had a dream
Once I had a hope
That was yesterday
Not so long ago
This is not the end
This is just the world
Such a foolish thing
Such an honest girl

If I had a boat, I would sail to you
Hold you in my arms, ask you to be true
Once I had a dream, it died long before
Now I'm pointed North, hoping for the shore 

I Love Your Smile

Darling, I hate to see you
So angry with the world
If people want a piece of you
Then they're missing something for themselves.
Maybe it's selfish of me to look at you and say
"Come back to me girl I love and I'll stay.

Coz I love your smile
Yes, I love your smile
How I love your smile
More than you know

Sometimes I might seem cold holding back my sympathies
For people stories and people tell
Can so easily be believed.
The truth gets so distorted when everyone knows best
And sadness tends to find his friends
On the road to righteousness -  
Darling, let's never be a part of that.

Coz I love your smile
I love your smile
Girl,I love your smile
More than you know

I don't know why
a laugh is hard to find
could it be all of our fears
that we hide behind?  
Like bricks in the wall
I wanna see them
fall down!

Coz I love your smile
Yes, I love your smile
Girl, I love your smile
More than you know

Hey hey hey
I love your smile
Girl,I love your smile
When I love your smile
More than you know

Well, I love your smile
Cause I love smile, baby
You know what I mean

Pasagerul

Octombrie a zugrăvit pe cer
Un nor de argint, de plumb şi de oţel.
Tavanul unei camere de hotel
În care s-a-mpuşcat un pasager.

Miroase a igrasie din tavan,
Bucăţi de tencuială încep să cadă.
Octombrie îşi varsă ploaia rece în stradă,
Iar pasageru-şi spală rana în lighean.

Pe vârful unui bloc, o cioară
Sau poate pălăria neagră din cuier
A pasagerului ce-a vrut să moară,
Întreabă vântul cât mai e până la cer.

Miroase a igrasie din tavan,
Bucăţi de tencuială încep să cadă.
Octombrie îşi varsă ploaia rece în stradă,
Iar pasageru-şi spală rana în lighean.

Şi după câteva minute de tăcere
Coboară încet din blocul desfrunzit
Spre cimitirul din apropiere.
Probabil pasagerul a murit.

Miroase a igrasie din tavan,
Bucăţi de tencuială încep să cadă.
Octombrie îşi varsă ploaia rece în stradă,
Iar pasageru-şi spală rana în lighean.

Miroase a igrasie din tavan,
Bucăţi de tencuială încep să cadă.
Octombrie îşi varsă ploaia rece în stradă,
Iar pasageru-şi spală rana în lighean.

Miroase a igrasie din tavan,
Bucăţi de tencuială încep să cadă.
Octombrie îşi varsă ploaia rece în stradă,
Iar pasageru-şi spală rana în lïghean.

Hold Back The River

Tried to keep you close to me,
But life got in between
Tried to square not being there
But think that I should've been

Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes
Hold back the river, so I
Can stop for a minute and see where you hide
Hold back the river, hold back

Once upon a different life
We rode our bikes into the sky
But now we're caught against the tide
Those distant days all flashing by

Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes
Hold back the river, so I
Can stop for a minute and be by your side
Hold back the river, hold back

Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes
Hold back the river, so I
Can stop for a minute and see where you hide
Hold back the river, hold back
 
Oh, oho, oho, oho, oho
Oho, oho, oho, oho

Lonely water, lonely water, won't you let us wander
Let us hold each other
Lonely water, lonely water, won't you let us wander
Let us hold each other

Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes
Hold back the river, so I
Can stop for a minute and be by your side
Hold back the river, hold back

Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes
Hold back the river, so I
Can stop for a minute and be by your side
Hold back the river, hold

Lonely water, lonely water, won't you let us wander
Let us hold each other
Lonely water, lonely water, won't you let us wander
Let us hold each other

Uneori

„Timpul ia totul cu el, fie că vrei, fie că nu. Timpul ia totul, timpul răpeşte ce este în jur, iar la final nu există decât întuneric. Uneori, ne întâlnim cu alţi oameni în întunericul acesta, iar alteori îi pierdem încă o dată.” 
– Stephen King –

 Photocredit: ArtByCher

The Only Thing Worth Fighting For

Waking up is harder

Than it seems

Wandering through these empty rooms of

Dusty books and quiet dreams

Pictures on a mantel

Speak your name

Softly like forgotten tunes just

Outside the sound of pain

Weren't we like a pair of thieves

With tumbled locks and broken codes

You cannot take that from me

My small reprieves your heart of gold

Weren't we like a battlefield

Locked inside a holy war

Your love and my due diligence

The only thing worth fighting for

Change will come to those who

Have no fear

But I'm not her, you never were

The kind who kept a rule book near

What I said was never

What I meant

And now you've seen my world in flames my

Shadow songs my deep regrets

Weren't we like a pair of thieves

With tumbled locks and broken codes

You cannot take that from me

My small reprieves your heart of gold

Weren't we like a battlefield

Locked inside a holy war

Your love and my due diligence

The only thing worth fighting for